| just needed to add... |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|12:47 pm] |
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that i miss you hiliary!!! and i wish i could see you!! maybe soon!!!!!!!!! and then we can have mems too!!! |
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| def needed to update lol |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|11:55 pm] |
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| | jimmy eat world heehee :) | ] |
well i have not updated in a while... my upmost apologies lol
so what have i been up to lately, you ask? well i guess i will tell you!
started the whole college thing aug 30 (aka highschool parte dos)and well my first day was crapola-poo-poo x infinity!! but my 2nd day was super!! talk about a 360... my first day i was taking conversational spanish cuz i already took 221 and 222 in highschool (parte uno ;) ) so i went to class(its below my level ...my intention was to stay fluent) and they couldnt even pronouce the abcs so i dropped out of that class real quick... well i had an hr free after that so i went to see De Ette (yep who is my advisor isnt that superific??? :) ) and she got me into the 10:10 class for philosophy 101 so it was already half over so i had to walk into the class and feel retarded ...the class was overloaded with ppl and i couldnt see ne free chairs...my professor didnt notice me for like 5 mins but everyone else did and just stared at me like was an idiot..and finally she is like oh hi there is a chair over here... and it was just a chair no desk and in the middle of the room nevertheless so had to squeeze through while everyone stared at me... so that was really cute and then i spilled my books all day and first half of lunch i sat alone cuz everyone that i knew (from highschool parte uno) were still in class and then the 2nd half of lunch i sat with mr friot which is a ok with me cuz hes a cool person!! lol neways other stuff happened to ruin my day but i wont go into too many details and bore u
neways my 2nd day was superific!!! my psych teacher is kind of wierd lol but luke y is in my class and 2 kids from sc (i didnt know them before class but oh well i guess i do now lol) and that day i did a good deed for one of them so i was happy with myself!! lol also i made a friend who lived in hawaii for 7 yrs...she is very cool! and she is in 2 of my classes and we ate lunch together... plus i had lunch with kelsey and ashley that day:)...my stats class is kind of fun my teacher is nice(oh btw my english teacher is kind of attractive ahahha) neways my stats teacher is old but hes funny and he makes the class interesting not to mention the person who sits in front of me ;) cant go into details about that ...gotta b a lil more confidential ahahahahhahahahahaha neways
i also met some other ppl...i met patrick(aprils friend) the day i got my schedule and talked to him during orientation and i see him all the time at work( i got a job in student development and activities center SDAC heehee) cuz hes on the SG and i met nathan (aka patricks brother in my book heheee nathan loves that) at the book store/orientation and hes on the SG as well so i see him a lot as well prolly more than i see patrick ahaha... neways nathan gave me the initation into SDAC ahahha "had to keep his name" and my boss linda loo(that is what ive decided im going to call her) is the greatest boss ne one could ever have (besides God ofcourse :):):) ) and i met ppl who work with me...including ena who is extremely nice and enas fiance hmm what is his name lol ahahaha and sara (not to be confused with swats i think ive met her but ive met too many ppl i get confused)who is awesome she is sooo funny and very nice as well " my first angry note" ahahah not to mention all the candy bar drawers ahahah too funny "and the best part of working here...." lol nice guys and there r the other 2 women that i do stuff for (im not sure what they r to me yet lol) becky and mary who r both nice and sister too lol ? dont ask dont tell ahahaha and there r two other girls from the SG amanda...and...kielo? lol whatev but they r nice as well
so enough about that... what else have i been doing besides the whole college thing hmmm
well ive been chillin with kelsey rae a lot.... "i dont have time to be sad when im studying" that is the funnies thing.. and kelsey dyed my hair "all professional and cut above style" ahaaahha ...and "dont worry about that" her famous last words heehee
also kate and i have become much closer too :) sittin in kates bedroom talking "girl talk" while joel, john, jeremy, and jared watch some movie ahaha... girls night at kates house with mary, me, kate, shirley, amy? lol, and tracy (april and ruthanne should of been there!!) but neways that was super fun... mary and i have a similar interest... shirley and b-bs heehee...alex huh? maricio? ahahha irobot and will smith ...mary? ahahahahahah too funny...a knights tale and shirleys full movie commentary heehee...
last weekend all the ppls comin home from college (not highschool parte dos lol) went to pick up maria with her dad and stepmom what a long ride! seeing marias prison ..ahaha just kidding heehee.. meeting our replacements right maria? its aight... going to kfc in the ghetto lol having the best chocolate parfait EVER!! going cosmic bowling with: maria(fav person), me, nicole n, brandon, nicole f(fav person), sarah(fav person), jp, mike g, brad, alexis, sam d, sam b and tamera... lots of ppls.. neways everyone was very fun... CHA CHA SONG NICOLEF AND SARAH OR WHAT?? heehee we ruled hardcore singing to music including jp ahahha celine dion or what? lol nice.. i did pretty crapola-poo-poo bowling but it was still very fun!!! and maria won me a bear :) "dont touch me"-claw machine lol me doing that game and the thing not working for me... nicole f being perfect at it geeesh!! sunday going to see wicker park with maria and brandon..talk about a psycho movie ..heehee hope that isnt me or maria one day ;) hehee oh btw my classmate was in that movie hahahha actually just in my class a matthew lillard look a like(hard core) sits behind me everyday lol neways lol heehee
other than all that... nothing too much is new... and now i am extremely tired of typing so Goodnight!!! |
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[Aug. 28th, 2004|11:00 am] |
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| | Dire Straits- walk of life | ] |
so this has been an all out interesting week...not... eventful and sad tho... on sunday night i went to church and then to the bockmans casa and hung out with jeremy and joels bro jared during dinner and then mrs b and kate after... ahahha we talked about everything from cute boys..tv shows.. to polictics ahahha interesting until kate got me worried cuz her hand starting swelling up but shes ok now
... then on monday i did like absolutely nothing WOOT WOOT lol...
tuesday i cried cuz i had to say goodbye to my very good friend hiliary who i am glad to say is okdokey now:)...
then on wednesday i cried about lots of things and i had to say goodbye to maria who left on thursday:(
i had to wake up early in the a m on thursday and when i was taking a shower jsut burst into tears and called maria and then went and gave maria a hug bye and headed off to jcc... i got my schedule...DeEtte for an advisor is super.."u want this teacher...u def dont want this teacher... hey can u do me a favor and overload ur class for my student " lol nice then that night jenn came over and we went to stefanos and then watched mean girls at my house "you r a mean girl" heehee
...on friday i had to get up early in the a m again to work for 6 hrs ..lets just say that it is JUST worth 10 dollars an hr..but it was rough..u become a leech staring at a computer for 6 hrs...its like ud ont exist in the world and millions of days pass by...not to mention my fingers began to lock up from typing...always good... can we say carpetunnel? ya... then that night jenn and i and nick and shawn went to cleos and rented movies ..it was alright
this morning i had orientation... wow... like highschool all over again except the cliques r made up of different schools... lots of pulaski ppl...:( neways i made a new friend lol thanks to april and hopefully b hired for work study in the main office and then i can see my friend more heehee... so thats all from me...
KIR..u know i will |
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|11:15 am] |
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| | el beso del final | ] |
well yesterday was quite fun... got to hang with the favorite ppl... sad tho...cuz i dont see them nemores... ill still b in this small town... :( neways dinner was fun... julio/ juan "oh ya ur the cheap one" Me shocked face "...just playin" he wasnt hot or nething... doin the birthday thing for nicole f. and she havin no idea ... dirty dancing soundtrack... DIEGO LUNA mmmmhmmm.... bowling was really run... the commentators were quite something... gutter ball sarah? mike beating off us ... not to mention brandon... its ok the girls just suck obviously.. atleast i never came in last place lol 62? and 88? lol...it was quite the interesting night
but now its over u know? and everything seems so mixed up... idk... i jsut dont fit in... newhere... :'( idk nemore
i miss you ... :(
screw it. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2004|04:04 am] |
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iMMuNe2DrAmA: u c i dont have a life...its quite pathetic actually
iMMuNe2DrAmA: i watch oprah for fun
iMMuNe2DrAmA: ahahaha
ahahaha... ya so on that note!!!
life really is quite funny sometimes... isnt it ironic? dont you think? a lil too ironic...ya i really do think!
but seriously...i think life is ironic for tons of reasons... reasons that i just wont bore u with... not to mention r not ready to broadcast...
today was interesting to say the least...or most however u look at it...
had lunch with alex... that was nice seeing how i havent seem him all summer ...
did some thank you notes... ud think id have them done by now? ha...nope...
thursday should b fun...even tho i cant almost assure u that i will cry... nicole and sarah really r some of the sweetest ppl...
i miss things being the way they used to be even tho i know that things are going to change...its inevitable... and i need to sink that thought in...NOW...
"a lot of stuff has happened"... it really has... but ya
neway thats all from me for now... theres the update |
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| GRRRRREAT :) |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|03:11 am] |
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| | Breakfast Club Soundtrack- Love Theme :D | ] |
it feels good to be free... finally... not feeling like i have to live up to certain expectations... and i have no clue y but like i feel so happy and ive never felt so happy before this... i dont even really know y... cuz my world has been turned upside down lately....
just when u thought that nothing would change and that u were semi stable ur whole world can change in a matter of seconds.. but for some reason i feel more stable and ok then i did before... i think im gonna like this new life :) |
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|07:17 am] |
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| | Adema- skin | ] |
just felt like i should comment... ya cuz im a word that i prefer not to use (no i just choose not to swear ok?) and i know it,
i happened to come across this statement in someones pro i wont tell you whose pro bc im not that mean but however it has pushed me to comment... ya cuz i can...
"14 days and im out of this shit(their word not mine) hole"
what a joke... you contribute in making this place we call our hometown (again joke)a shit (again not my chosen word) hole... you are one of those ppl whose rudeness and hopeless morals contaminate this town with the disesase... you spread the disease by ur actions... maybe instead of pretending that you couldnt take one step in changing the way things r u actually try to make a difference.. why does everyone feel like they need to fit in.. and who decided "who to fit in with" cuz if u must be a follower there r YES THERE R ACTUALLY ppl who choose not to spread the disease in this town... stop bn so naive!
on a more positive note... lol
what did my week consist of... i hung out with april lots and lots this week... wal mart in the a.m. cleaning... yes im not a complete slob... sometimes...
got in some ashleigh time... haha... went swimming shakira the funniest lil kid in the world.. ashleigh a lil tense... im now the psychiatrist(sp) of ashleigh AND shakira... "can we stop?""y""the stupid door" heehee
got to hang out with some of my fave ppl... nicole and sarah... 13 going on 30 was alright... i LOVED havana nights.. cant wait to see it again that boy was quite the qt...
"you didnt call me!!!!!!" EYEBROWS nicole aahahha the new way to show emotion... i rode the short bus-sarah the finch familia r soo nice :) enjoyed a fun day
hung out with mArIa lots this week as well... the village was kind of a disturbing movie... couldnt really find a pt but all well... irobot was actually pretty interesting id prolly choose to watch it again...surprising enough... maria siting in the back with "toys" er tools lol i dont silence either...
breakfast in the a.m. with some funny ppl
got a dora the explorer poster...cant get ne better;)
checked out the chicos calientes at the field days.. ahah not many seeing how most were pulaski ppl and well pulaski just isnt too high on the chicos calientes list...
oh ya i did some other junk but re-inventing myself isnt as easy as id hope... trying to get this right... ahahhaha |
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| PPL WHO DRINK ARE LOSERS |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|03:20 am] |
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| | 2 pac- changes ( i need some changes) | ] |
so i have come to the conclusion that drinking just makes u a loser sorry but its tru... ppl i used to have respect for i no longer have ne for them... and you wanna know y? i dont care if u dont want to know im gonna tell u neway... ppl who work all the time and the only time they get off of work they get drunk to the point of passing out is seriusly ignorant!! drinking to the point that u act like an idiot doesnt make u look cool u look the same way u act!! and i dont think u should brag about it cuz its not funny... what is funny (sick and twisted funny ) but sad and tru is that ppl who u would think would b successful turn out to be just like everyone else in this rotten hole of a place... if u get drunk whenever u can u r just as bad as an alcoholic and i have no respect for u... why dont u actually do someting positive with ur life...
sorry if i offend u but im sick of the disgustingness that is contaminating this rotten hole... you make me want to vomit on myself thinking of what u have become and what most of u will become.
reality bites huh?
disgusted. |
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| vbs |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|10:53 am] |
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| | Guns N' Roses- Sweet Child O' Mine | ] |
so this week has been really really fun actually lol
hiliary and i totally rocked the joint at vbs this week... some funny stuff happened
lol like hiliary had friends ;)
played volleyball or atleast sorts of volleyball 4/5 days heehee calvin totally saved our lives LOL I CAUGHT ONE WHILE CLOSING MY EYES i totally saved calvin tho when we played real volleyball i had his back
emily playin 2 persons volleyball was awesome we were good ... heehee
MY FRIENDS R SO GREAT SO STRONG AND SO MIGHT THERE IS NOTHING MY FRIENDS CAN NOT DO clap clap aahahha our wonderful song...patricks cheer
our table
rebekah cheatins but not using the scroll ahhah
hiliary and i getting looks from hiliarys parents cuz we laughed the entire time
me-"i want a castle"
ruthanne-" my ancestors used to own a castle til my aunt or something slept with the king" ahahahhaahhahahahh
my baby picture;)
me doing multiple skits... a harlot and a loser wow now everyone knows how my life really works now ahahah
makin a fool of myself sayin the verse ahahhaha
takin control cuz i have a loud voice
hil's dad" we want crystal to get an emmy for best supporting actress
david laughing AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(again me and hiliary laughing hard)
hiliary and i playing with our ribbons we should b in the special olympics ahahahah
"the mixed nuts" AAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
our wonderful star trek glasses
squire mire? lol way to go jeremy
i couldnt believe rebekah didnt go up with me to sing who is the kind of the jungle
PEACE like a river
joy like a fountain
and something like a ocean right em? we held it down for everyone
the ha ha ha song hiliary heehee
o
b
e
d
i
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n
c
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even tho i spell it with an a not an e lol
why should we be hiding its words in our hearts?
GOIN SHOPPING WITH APRIL WAS A BLAST ;) heeehee im sorry ur too skinny for the fat ppl clothes lol u totally made me walk like a mile...eww....
my secrets ! will someone plz let me have some?
thats all.
ahahhahahahahahaha :D |
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| Who has subjects? ahahah |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
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| | REM- everybody hurts | ] |
well this week has been totally interesting...not really...
did vbs all week with the kiddies... i had THE cutest kiddies in my group like tim!! tim is adorable he is 4 and he followed me around and told me stories about his day he was soo cute... i had all the cute lil 4 and 5 and 6 yr olds and couple of older kids...one girl who was like 5 now was spoiled by her grandma so she didnt ever do nething and she ran around doin whatev she wanted..that made me agresiva.. and another was THB biggest brat...she ran a muck the whole time!!
neway... i hung out with my ppls ALL weekend... thursday friday saturday maybe tomorrow but def monday too heehee
who as a group of 4 friends sits down in the dark on a friday night and watches "Carrie"? ahahahahha
oh sure i get the rotten icecream!!!
it felt good to express with hiliary our anger and frustrations of our family who r bumholeys to us "its not about u ok?"
maria we are the coolest ppl ...everyone wants to be us ... we cant b invited to a certain someones party cuz we would make him look bad cuz we r way cooler than him everyone would want to hang out with us instead of him but its ok i just feel bad that those ppl had to miss out on our company we should b the leaders of the world!!!
sawmill road.. ahhaah YES
we have officially joined the hicks of this town as one we are one with them
if you watched someone jump off a roof and kill themselves you wouldnt just get over it you would be haunted for the rest of ur life...even if u didnt know them very well!!
we remembered today why we wanted to graduate soo badly !!
the scarty face :)
i cant believe jenn grabbed my leg!!
so i CANT wait til monday when i get to go see A CINDERELLA STORY!!! HEEHEE
also yesterday it was great cuz for once i showed my annoyance and anger and prolly embarrased someone it was great to not let someone walk all over me... we r
"doin lunch" right? hahaha
neway maria wanted me to update so there u go!!
p.s. i bet most of the ppls in this town dont know my future plans nemore... and im sure u dont care right? |
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| my grad party |
[Jul. 7th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
everyone's invited to my grad party...it is friday the 9th(yes in two days) 4:30 to 11ish... the party will b held at the pavillion at my church... on Rte 11 heading toward Sandy Creek the church is set far back off the road, there will be signs and balloons! i would love for everyone to come!!:)...
DONT FORGET IM OUTTA HERE IN A MONTH ...TX... dont forget;) |
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| today |
[May. 24th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
ya so i was definately annoyed today ... tell me if u cant relate to this... arent there just some ppl in ur life that u cant stand to the pt of intolerability? well im dont know about u but im positive that there are ppl like that in my life every single day of every single year. and its getting to the point of insanity where i might just be forced to do something in madness like highjack a mack truck and run them over, over and over again just for the pleasure and satisfaction. why does that person feel the need to run their mouth constantly and be rude whenever they are around? like today it was the last dance class ever and a,a, and k were havin a party at andreas ..was i invited? ha no. did someone run their mouth in the g-office about it for half an hr purposely and rudely infront of me giving me dirty looks? yes. please im completely ok that im not in their group and i was invited but dont b rude and talk about it in front of me being rude..thats a lil over the top dont u think?
and ppl wonder why im going to tx? thats why. ppl like that ... i cant get far enough away. ya so now thats off my chest i dont feel like progressing on the other drama lol so thats all my ranting for now.. ahha thanks for actually readin this |
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